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Kei Wendt

I've thought in dreams before "huh this is a dream" but then not even fully realized and done nothing about it

What I do basically ^^

I want to try mugwort to lucid dream tonight but my mugwort says "do not consume" on it

Even if it were terrifying if I had that experience I'd be going back for more

Well

1:31 AM

Dont consume the label silly

1:31 AM

It might be poisonous!

Reguile

Even if it were terrifying if I had that experience I'd be going back for more

Depends how terrifying

berockly (TTG)

Dont consume the label silly

True!

I had sleep paralysis for a long time, never going back.

Sleep paralysis isnt bad if you know how to handle it

Sometimes my face was stuck in an uncomfortable position and I saw shadows, others they approached me and I kicked and screamed, others I hid under my bed covers and on one a hand grabbed me from below my bed before the dream ended

1:32 AM

Also creepy dolls crawling up my chest while I couldn't move

Thats not sleep paralysis Thats nightmares

1:33 AM

The key part of sleep paralysis is that your paralyzed

The ones I couldn't move were sleep paralysis I'm sure

1:33 AM

It was like if my body and face were frozen

I had sleep paralysis hallucinations every other night for a decade. Shit ain’t fun but when it’s NOT demonic-like it’s actually kinda fascinating

Lucilyn: lucid dream discussion in the tulpa channels makes me nostalgic so it is okay carry on (edited)

Half close one of your eyes and fully close the others

1:34 AM

It was like that, unable to move but still conscious

1:34 AM

And seeing blurry shadows approaching me

I’ve never had sleep paralysis. I want to experience it though, just to see what it’s like

Skyler 🐉

I’ve never had sleep paralysis. I want to experience it though, just to see what it’s like

If it’s just reality warping shit it’s actually cool

"Try everything once," ig

1:35 AM

I think there are ways to induce sleep paralysis Similar to how you can induce lucid dreaming

Skyler 🐉

I’ve never had sleep paralysis. I want to experience it though, just to see what it’s like

No you don't

Again Sleep paralysis isnt bad if you know how to handle it

I don’t see why it would be so bad.

Its bad only because you expect it to be

I know what it is, so I don’t think it would scare me.

(And why wouldnt you Your froze!)

?

Well People expect bad thing because froze and cant move

1:37 AM

Also People are way more prone to hallucinations in hypnagogia and hypnopompia states

I've heard it can be that way for schizophrenics too, so I believe it

My sleep paralysis experiences range from shadow people demons screeching at my paralyzed body and grabbing my limbs - to my blanket warping space-time for a second.

1:37 AM

So literally pure terror - and just ‘huh what’

and I want to observe those at a time where they won’t just vanish because I’m aware of them

Lolcery (TTG) ↩️

Reply to: Also People are way more prone to hallucinations in hypnagogia and hypnopompia states

Yeah

the moment I realize hypnagogia, it ends.

I remember a few times i woke up and saw an entire doorway where it shouldnt be for a half minute

1:38 AM

Hypnopompia is fun

wish I could actually watch such things

It usually takes effect when rapidly waking up in a very tired state (in terms of hallucinations)

I don’t think I’ve ever had hypnopompia

What is hypnopompia?

You do Just not the hallucinations (that you notice)

1:39 AM

So

so what is there?

Hypnopompia is like hypnagogia (transition state) but the opposite

1:40 AM

Its when your waking up, instead of going to sleep

And what is hypnagogia-

Hypnagogia is when you are going to sleep

1:40 AM

Ever fall asleep seeing those pretty little lights?

I lose my memories of right when I am about to sleep

Or felt your body vibrate?

1:41 AM

Thats hypnagogia

I do remember once hallucinating an entire voice chat But I can’t consciously observe it. It’s like a dream, but lucid dreaming in that situation seems to be impossible.

berockly (TTG)

Ever fall asleep seeing those pretty little lights?

No but i sometimes see intruders in my house when falling asleep

I visualize or create stories until I eventually fall asleep

So fun isnt it

But I always forget what happens right before I do

Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し)

No but i sometimes see intruders in my house when falling asleep

My god I got caught again

ever feel like you’re falling as you fall asleep? Or get woken up by a sudden something , even if one didn’t happen?

Once when I woke up my entire room spun for like a minute

Ive felt all sort of weird hypnagogig stuff

1:42 AM

the other day

1:42 AM

i had paralysis

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but felt

1:42 AM

i could completely move

Skyler 🐉

ever feel like you’re falling as you fall asleep? Or get woken up by a sudden something , even if one didn’t happen?

This, actually yes.

To me Sleep paralysis is also partially due the the hypnopompia state

I want to try to give myself sleep paralysis

More often than I would like to admit little sounds wake me up into an alert state

And i lieterally was removing the sheets from me, and fully feeling like i was actually doing it

1:43 AM

but i wasnt actually moving

Like a small bump could wake me up into full room scan mode

and i could feel the wall, and the light switch, and the force feedback of the light switch, and hear it switch

1:43 AM

and i wasnt actually moving

this jolt into wakefulness I’ve seen it called a hypnic jerk

~Moonlight~ ↩️

Reply to: This, actually yes.

Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し)

And i lieterally was removing the sheets from me, and fully feeling like i was actually doing it

That happens to me too! I hallucinated waking up completely then realised I was still completely covered haha

Oh i hate that

1:44 AM

False awakenings suck

But i was actually "awake"

But like Not the dream kind

I remember when I woke up from a nightmare eight times

The awake kind

like, i could see arround me, and that was not an hallucination

When you "see" stuff

never had one

Lolcery (TTG) ↩️

Reply to: The awake kind

I could actually see i had the sheets on top of me WHILE i was removing them

and maybe my brain is weird.

When I woke up to call my mom the scary thing was disguised as her, or it was with me in the covers

I also saw the door of my bathroom (fully iluminated, clearly a door) and my head just went: "welp, theres an intruder, fuck"

I never knew for sure so I just stayed with my eyes closed until my mom called me instead of me calling her

then went "am i stupid thats a door"

~Moonlight~

When I woke up to call my mom the scary thing was disguised as her, or it was with me in the covers

No Moonlight Its not real Thinking it is isnt helpful

Nah that hasn't happened in years tho

1:45 AM

I was talking about a past experience

The only real thing is me inside your walls